this time is true.

i'll be back soon.


is there someone that was actually waiting for me?
i'm enough for myself.

(: rock and roll.

. even if I don't like it

I have time .


hope some one will wait as well .

. again dawn.

justice and death are now there, but there is something about death that i really don't like.
i have to edit it from the beginning, maybe.

is like . . empty. incomplete.
the strange thing is that i like it.
but she doesn't like me.

and also, i've made a mistake pasting the mask.
this is a clear sign that i have to edit it. i think.

and thinking about it brought me totally away from the wheel of fortune, that is (forgive the words' game) spinning in my mind in those days.
i have a clear image of it, but is so wide that i'm scared of trying to put it on "paper".
that's the same reason why the high priestess is still missing.

maybe also my head sometimes needs some rest.

is possible that i will delete the deviation untill it will be perfect in my eyes, or near to my sense of perfection, at least.

. if i won't write again in the next days, happy easter to all of you.





. first days of waning moon, i can feel it perfectly on my skin, but tonight she was awesome. yellow and red while she was rising.
hope that you saw her, somehow.





« . transport, motorways and tramlines
starting and then stopping
taking off and landing
the emptiest of feelings
disappointed people clinging on to bottles
and when it comes it's so, so disappointing

let down and hanging around
crushed like a bug in the ground
let down and hanging around

shell smashed, juices flowing
wings twitch, legs are going
don't get sentimental
it always ends up drivel

one day I'm going to grow wings
a chemical reaction
hysterical and useless
hysterical and . . .

let down and hanging around
crushed like a bug in the ground
let down and hanging around

let down again

you know, you know where you are with
you know where you are with
floor collapsing
floating, bouncing back
and one day . . .
I am going to grow wings
a chemical reaction
hysterical and useless
hysterical and . . .

let down and hanging around
crushed like a bug in the ground
let down and hanging around »

. radiohead » let down .

i quickly jumped to tarot number sixteen, the tower.
i think from now on i will just follow my inspiration to decide what will come next.

the mask is definitly to change, maybe even in the basic colors. and the names of the cards will be written in a different way. this look almost childish, i know.

i'm not yet totally satisfied with my work, but i think is like an incentive to do better.

thank to everyone of you that is encouraging me on those illustrations. you know that this means a lot for me, mainly because i know that i'm not an artist at all.



the sun is rising: good night.






« . i'm coming to find you
if it takes me all night
wrong until you make it right
and i won't forget you
at least i'll try
and run, and run tonight
everything will be alright . everything .

i wasn't shopping for a doll
to say the least, i thought I've seen them all
but then you took me by surprise
i'm dreaming about those dreamy eyes
i never knew, i never knew
so take your suitcase, cause i don't mind
and baby doll, i meant it every time
you don't need to compromise
i'm dreaming bout those dreamy eyes
i never knew, i never knew
but it's alright .

everything will be alright . everything . »

. the killers » everything will be alright .

the work is going a little bit slower. but still i've got ideas, and i'm not going to let them go.
i still got the same positive energy, and i want to keep it very close, hold it very tight.

i've updated the tarots with comments and a little modify to the mask.

now i'm working on one of my favourite cards [also the Jimmy Page's favourite... the more you know.. ]: the hermit.

it's coming soon.



~



« . come on Balthazaa I refuse to let you die
come on fallen star I refuse to let you die
cause that's wrong and I've been waiting far too long
it's wrong I've been waiting far too long
for you to be . be . be . be mine .

for you to be mine . be mine . for you to be mine
and it's wrong, I've been waiting far too long
it's wrong, I've been waiting far too long

for you to be . be me . be .

all the centrefolds that you can't afford
have long since waved their last goodbyes
all the centrefolds that you can't afford
you've long since faded from their eyes
so be . be mine

so be . be mine . »

. placebo » centerfolds .